Last day of my holiday

School's going to start. I'm aching all over even though I would consider myself relatively excited for it.

Last night's long haul kept me awake
Tears never ending
Was it all worth the while
Where is the past
I'm just so exhausted about the same issue
But I can't set myself free
I still feel the hurt
I am still very much attached
I still very much care and love
Despite all the pain

Never knowing when the director of my life will call for an end.