Hubby, I miss you so badly. I really miss you. I'm so in pain here. I want you. I keep hoping that you will be back for me. I just keep crying and crying and crying. It's so bad to cry in school. It's so bad to cry on the bus. It's so bad to cry at home. It's so bad to cry on the train. I really miss you a lot.

It's now

Oh well I don't know what to say. Life has taken a huge turn back. Be strong Jean. Be strong.

Pictures of Amanda's birthday


We had great difficulties lighting the candles on NTU Mountain


:)


The cupcakes that Yijun baked tasted real good.

Hmm

School started for a week by now. Once school started, computer crashed and my printer went out of order. It was so irritating since everything's online and I need to print everything for classes. It is still irritating me when I think about the inconviences that this has caused me.

Tutorial Group 1 is kinda horrendous. I think I got a shock. They are all so hard core. It's scary. Ask Amanda.

I'm so blah from reading Norton now. I can hardly see anything. It's not that I've been reading much, it's just that the words are so horribly small...

I'm lethargic.

Last day of my holiday

School's going to start. I'm aching all over even though I would consider myself relatively excited for it.

Last night's long haul kept me awake
Tears never ending
Was it all worth the while
Where is the past
I'm just so exhausted about the same issue
But I can't set myself free
I still feel the hurt
I am still very much attached
I still very much care and love
Despite all the pain

Never knowing when the director of my life will call for an end.

It's back again

My tooth hurts again. The last time I had to go through the agony was when school was still on and I think Joyce, Sandra and Constance were constantly asking me to grab something to eat before some lecture or tutorial. It was far too painful for anything to be consumed. Now that it's back, not only is it painful to eat, it's also painful to sleep.